Overview

My goal:
Is to totally live with no porn or masterbation. Rather it be through weaning off of porn or going cold turkey.

Re-hash:
I went 22 days without it and then messed up without watching porn.
Then approx. 4-7 days later messed up again. It's been around 7-14 days from that time.

Things worth mentioning during the 22 days:
-On day 19(around that day if not specifically that day/i'm guessing it was day 19) I had a sexual dream where I had sex. For some reason it is always with an attractive mexican girl. Different ages. In the past it was with a Mexican girl around 26 years old, medium build, like a model. This time is was with a girl around 19 years of age and she was really enjoying herself. I went 3 times in the dream, and when I woke up, there was stuff all over my pants, I had to change before everyone else woke up(I was on a missions trip).
-It was less difficult the more I focused on other things I had to do. The more goals, prayer focus, etc. I had forgotten about the whole porn dilemma.

Information:
I have just turned 23 years old.
Male.
I would put more information but I don't want anyone in my family or friends to know it is me who is posting.
I have not kept track of my last record though I assume it to be between 1-8 months.

Reason:
For God.
For my future wife.
For a healthier spirit, mind, and heart.
For those around me, to be a good example to them.
For a more productive life.
For the sake of research because there hasn't been any research conducted online about this, and I would like to help others as it is a challenging and scary process and there are a lot of things that might be grey areas. So they can read this and know that it is possible to go without porn and masterbation.

Other notes:
This is based on my own convictions, for those who aren't religious(a.k.a. being in love with God/real religion) then chew the meat and spit out the bones, take what you can for your own studies and research purposes.
Please, if you are religious, pray for me.